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WARNING ! long post ! dont fall asleep while reading ! & make sure you read EVERY single word. Thanks ! appreciated ! ENJOY ! :D

Hello all. update.
nothing much today.
woke up around 10+ by message. -.-
shall turn silent mode alr.
then blah blah blah.
went out with brother.
awesome experience.
me and brother enjoyed alot.
i'm very sad upon seeing ___.
he changed so much. from a fat fat person ,
to a skinny one and cant even recognize who i am.
this time round , i didnt cry. not like last time. OMG.
i'm sad , fucking sad.
i hope i have the ability to change the fate.
i wanna change his. see him like that , heartpain :(
i wish i could have a complete family after seeing my friends being so happy with their family.
if my friends have it , why cant I ?
maybe i should ask my parents bout this.
Don is being lame and he say he gonna be my dad and give me FU AI.
hahah. he's trying to cheer me up.
i'm really down yesterday during that period of time.
and yet no one sense it. even those with me cant sense it.
well , i guess i'm expert in hiding my feelings ?
hahah.
depress ? yes i am.
who knows it ? no one i guess.
lalala. whatever. i shall stop day-dreaming and learn to FACE REALITY.
that's what i was told to do.
oh yes , two more things to say.
first : i needa buck up on my studies to prove to SOMEONE that i can beat pupils in 3N1 even though i'm in 3N2 ( which is impossible. ps : 3N1 pupils , say say only. dont need angry. hah )
second : PEOPLE keep saying that i'm fat , so DIET ! :D
Jiayi gonna be DAMN happy when she sees this.
cause i'm gonna accompany her to ! hahah. happy ? Jiayi ?
alright. i'm 160cm and 50kg ( think so )
my aim is 160cm and 45kg. ( ridiculous )
WHATEVER. aim high. LOL ! alright.
people , so if you see me eating during recess , feel free to snatch my food away and throw it.
or you can even donate to africa ? LOL.
if i'm angry at you for snatching my food away , just tell me : DIET !
Thanks. I'll appreciate it very much.
if you arent my friend or you are the person that hates me , just remind my friend and they will happily do it for you. ( they do it for revenge. LOL )
Thank you very very much. appreiciated if you really do this favour for me. ;D
I WANNA PROVE THAT I CAN REALLY BE SKINNY !
SO PLEASE HELP ME ! :D
so now. it's 1.25 am alr.
so GOODNIGHT ! :DDDD
lastly : BLOGGER SUCKS ! but i love it ! ;D
really long post ~



GG , I love you. (L)

& complete family , i need it.
please give me one.
what's FAMILY without a father ?
MILY ? nope. that's not a complete one.
i need FAMILY. :(
i'm not being unreasonable.